Feeling Stressy

This weekend I had a bit of a wobble when it came to my workload. I think I might have taken on too many briefs for extended practice and as a result I have been neglecting PPP which is stressing me out. I hate the feeling of constantly playing catch up and I just want to feel like I am on top of things for once. I think another issue is that I am neglecting my social life in order to get more work done which IS NOT HEALTHY. I think at the moment I am expecting too much of myself and I need to take a step back and evaluate what is realistic. 

I am also aware that I haven't contacted many people. I sent a letter to Oh Deer and never got a response and although I shouldn't be knocked back by that, I think I need to pluck up the courage to contact other people now. One of the main things holding me back is that I don't have a live website - I need to do this ASAP. 

Also another little silly worry is about my self-branding. I know being a Smith is never favourable when trying to brand yourself as something memorable but it is stressing me out that my name is going to get lost within the other millions of us. This is something I want to discuss on Monday in PPP. 

I need to...

• Take time out to do fun things. 
• Don't worry about things that aren't worth worrying about. 
• Be realistic with my workload. 

I feel a little bit better now.