Slide 1 - Illustration
I think this image sums up the main thing I have learnt this year which is the actual meaning of illustration and the work involved in it.
I have learnt that illustration should have a purpose and a concept behind it. Learning the difference between drawing and making an illustration has been key to the development of my work. I now ask myself what the purpose is of the work I am doing. What am I trying to achieve? Is this image getting across the point I am trying to make? I don’t think I have done particularly well at developing strong concepts within my work this year and this is an area I will need to improve on as I now understand that the concept behind a drawing is what makes it an illustration.
Another step for me has been moving away from using reference imagery as something to copy from and instead, translating what I see onto paper in my own way. This has given me more freedom and helped me to discover new media and methods of working which were previously outside my comfort zone. I think this has been helped by drawing the same thing over and over again in different ways and seeing how an image can develop through different stages. I can see how my drawing skills have developed and I have more confidence in them now because I know that what I am making doesn't need to perfectly resemble real life or an image I am working from.
Slide 2 - Advice
Receiving advice from tutors, visiting lecturers and professional illustrators through big heads has been really beneficial to me this year. Its good to get an insight into the industry from people who are working in it and it gives you an idea of what to expect after university.
We had been taught about using roughs at the start of the year but my scamps were much more labour intensive than they needed to be and I was struggling to break out of the habit. It was only until the big heads session with Josh Cochran where he showed us some of his initial scamps that I realised that even the professionals produce really scribbly drawings to get an idea straight in their head before progressing onto refining their idea.
I think one of the most important realisations I have had this year is that its okay to make bad drawings. I have learnt that its a good thing to make mistakes because it gives you the opportunity to identify where things have gone wrong and work to try and solve it. I had it drilled into my head that the images I make must be successful because that is what makes me a good at drawing but the reality is that unsuccessful drawings will probably be more useful to me in the long run. I think I still have a long way to go with my sketchbook work and being less precious about its appearance and using it as a thinking process but I’m starting to get there.
Slide 3 - Lucinda Rogers
I was introduced to the work of Lucinda Rogers at the very beginning of the year and her work has made me think about my use of line and how varying the weight of my lines could have drastic effects on my work. It gives an image a lot more depth and helps highlight focal points to the viewer. Researching into her work lead me onto reportage illustration, I have been reading through a few blogs about reportage which is where I came across the work of George Butler.
Slide 4 - George Butler
He has been to Syria, Afghanistan and other significant places in the news to document what is going on there first hand. Looking through his illustrations from his visits have really inspired me to spend more time doing observational drawing. It has also made me more keen than ever to go and visit different places and explore new environments and cultures. I just need to get out and draw more!
Slide 5 - Holly Sharpe
Holly Sharpe’s work caught my eye on a piece of packaging so I decided to find out more about her. I really admire her bravery with media and colour and how she manages to capture movement and drama in her illustrations. It made me realise that to get these results I need to experiment more and understand that it is okay for things to go drastically wrong. One of my aims for next year is to become braver with my application of media.
Slide 6 - World knowledge
I have been saying for a long time that I need to keep up with current affairs but I have never really had the motivation to sit down and read about it. However, being at home over Easter I made more of an effort to watch the news and actually took an interest in the general election which is something I never thought I would pay attention to. Staying up to date with this kind of information will be key to my future practice because I will need to know what’s going on in the world for my work to be relevant and relatable. I have realised this year how little I knew about world issues and it highlighted how I consequently find it difficult to form my own opinions about such topics.
Slide 7 - Meeting people and exploring
Socialising with new people both in halls and at college has helped me to expand my knowledge of other peoples opinions and beliefs. I have been introduced to new genres of film and music, different foods, cultures and religions. Its always a worry turning up to university in a city you barely know and not knowing anyone so its nice to have made a group of friends I can feel comfortable around.
Yorkshire has some amazing landscapes, beautiful historic cities and traditional villages that I don’t think I am currently taking advantage of. I have explored Leeds but not as much as I would like to and aside from one day trip to Saltaire, I haven't really left the city. My aim for summer and next year is to explore more and be inspired by where I am living.
Slide 8 - Digital
I was quite stubborn at the beginning of the course as I wanted to battle against digital media and stick to analogue image making techniques. I feel I really broke through with Photoshop during the visual narratives picture book brief and I learned that even though you are using Photoshop, your work can still have a handmade feel to it. Also, it helps to make life a lot easier with editing and correcting little mistakes and generally makes my work look more professional. Before, I saw it as the enemy and now I see it as a necessity for an illustrator.
Adobe Illustrator is something I have been battling with since the first few workshops. I don’t feel that this program is one of my strong points because I find it difficult to build an image from shape rather than line. I like the look of work that appears handmade so the aesthetic of generic work on illustrator doesn't appeal to my tastes. I think I need to persevere with the program to see how I can tailor its functions to suit my work.
Slide 9 - Playing it safe

I think I have played it safe this year. In hindsight, I wish I had taken more risks with my work as I don’t think I have taken full advantage of the experimental nature of first year. Most of my experimentation with different processes such as print and digital were triggered by the brief rather than being self initiated. I feel like I need to be more emotive with my work and put my personality into it more, and I know it makes me sound boring but I found this challenging because I struggled to identify my interests and personality. I need to stop seeing the brief as someone else's problem that I am solving for them and see it as a brief that I can make my own. I am hoping my personality will be more evident in my work as I start to discover new things I like and dislike. I have already developed an interest in films set in the deep south of america, I have found Wes Anderson’s movies really interesting and inspiring to watch, and I've started listening to jazz music since my visual communication brief about Ella Fitzgerald.
Slide 10 - Sleep and diet
At the start of the year, my idea of making the most of the day was to stay up as late as possible to try and cram as much in as I could. As a result of this, along with poor diet and putting too much pressure on myself resulted in me wearing myself out. I realise now how ridiculous it is to go to bed at 4am for nights in a row and that if I organise myself effectively and avoid procrastinating, I will be able to allow myself enough sleep to actually be able to function the next day.
I am looking after myself better in general - I've come a long way from fish fingers, potato waffles and frozen pizza. My cooking skills have improved a lot, I have tried new things and I can now cook healthy meals for myself. It turns out vegetables aren't that bad. I have also learnt when to take a break from work to refresh my mind before the stress gets of top of me.
Slide 11 - Blogging
At first I struggled to understand the importance of blogging, it felt like I was doing my work and then repeating myself by typing it all again. When I have been on top of my workload and have blogged in parallel to my sketchbook work, it really started to help me clarify my thought processes in my own head and blogging actually became less of a chore. I have realised that although I love to draw, I find it easier and quicker to get my ideas and thoughts down through writing. I can then look through this and see how it can be developed into image. I have to admit I have been guilty of blogging retrospectively for a few briefs and this is when it has really felt like a chore - it doesn't help my development or inform my work because it is already complete, so I really want to avoid doing this next year.
Slide 12 - Aims for next year
Organisation is something I think I have done well with towards the end of this year. I write a list of things I need to do almost every day, even non work related and this helps me to stay on track with my workload and other tasks in life that need to be completed. Towards the end of the academic year, I feel I have got better with managing my time as the pressure of multiple modules has crept up on me. Spacing my workload out over the week encourages me not to avoid certain modules and then writing a list each day breaks down the workload into manageable individual tasks.
Next year I am going to keep my work organised in folders to cut down on stress levels when it comes to assessment because I will know that everything for a certain module is together. It will also help me to keep my workspace tidy which is more helpful for thinking clearly and not getting distracted by other pieces of work.
Other aims for next year are to research other areas of art and design. I have kept my focus very much on illustration this year and I think it would be beneficial to broaden this to other disciplines as well.
I need to have bigger ideas and better concepts to strengthen my work. I need to be less literal with my ideas and imbue more of my personality and feelings about a subject into my work. I seem to get my idea across through what I choose to draw and my media choices but not with the strength and emotion that is possible with more careful consideration.
Slide 13 - Second year and questions
The prospect of second year being even more challenging is a scary thought. I hope to learn from the mistakes I have made in first year and work hard to survive second year.
Are there any questions?