WHAT AM I DOING?

I'm generally feeling a bit overwhelmed and lost with the course at the moment. As soon as I try and catch up on one module another seems to fall behind and its like a constant juggling act and I'm trying to think of ways to sort myself out. 

I am trying to use my diary as best I can. Every Sunday night I transfer a week's worth of sessions into my diary and organise the rest of my time around that. I also write to do lists every day but I think I am being too optimistic with these and giving myself too much to do which means I often finish the day feeling defeated by my workload. I remember having battles with myself about this last year too.

Socialising is going to have to give for a while until I feel on top of things (if that is ever going to happen this year). Its good to take a break from work but I can't at the moment because I feel behind. I don't know if I actually am behind or not but I definitely feel it. 

I looked at some first year blogs which reminded me of the start of last year and just drawing and playing with images and ideas. I think I need to adopt this work ethic again and just have fun with what I'm doing to try and retain an interest in it. Maybe I am taking things too seriously and creating unnecessary stress for myself. Its worth a try.

Outcomes of this rant:

I NEED TO SLEEP MORE.

GET ON WITH IT.

HAVE MORE FUN WITH WORK. 

I'm not sure whether this is actually helpful or not, I guess we'll see.